AT THE DUSK OF the early dawn, Ramananda, the great Brahmin Teacher, stood in the sacred water of the Ganges waiting long for the cleansing touch of the stream to flow over his heart. He wondered why it was not granted him this morning. The sun rose and he prayed for the divine light to bless his thoughts and open his life to truth. But his mind remained dark and distraught. The sun climbed high over the sal forest and the fishermen's boats spread their sails, the milk-maids with milk-vessels on head went to the market. The Guru started up, left the water and walked along the sand amidst weeds and rushes and clamorous saliks, busy digging holes for their nests on the slope of the river bank. He reached the lane which took him to the evil-smelling village of the tanners where lean dogs were crunching bones at the wayside and kites swooped down upon casual morsels of flesh. Bhajan sat before his cottage door under an ancient tamarind tree working at camel's saddle. His body shrank with awe when he saw the Guru fresh from his bath come to the unclean neighbourhood and the grizzly old tanner bowed himself down to the dust from a distance. Ramananda drew him to his heart and Bhajan, his eyes filled with tears, cried in dismay, 'Master, why bringest upon thee such pollution!' And Master said, 'While on my way to my bath I shunned your village and thus my heart missed the blessings of the Ganges whose mother's love is for all. 'Her own touch comes down at last upon me at the touch of your body with mine and I am purified. 'I cried this morning to the Sun, "The divine Person who is in thee is also within me but why do I not meet thee in my mind?" I have met him at this moment when his light descends upon your forehead as well as on mine, and there is no need for me today to go to the temple.'
ENTANGLED IN the meshes woven by countless gazing eyes, he is drawn into a whirl of noise, the man of fame. Alas, he has lost his rank among those who are privileged to remain unaware of the date of their birth, whose recognition in the world is slight, even as the leaves are that lightly swing on the branches and drop on the dust unnoticed. He lives in his solitary cell among the crowd with a chain of honour ever jangling round his limbs. Take pity and free him in the world of cool light, green shade and sweet reticence, in the unbounded dust, the primeval playground of the eternal child. When the ferry boat from the dark brought him to the landing on the shore of fresh knowledge, he had nothing to cover him from the light that touched his nakedness as it touches the sail unfurled in the air. In the simple freedom-of that morning flowers without fame bloomed in the grass, and the spring hour spread its golden wings, in an immensity of leisure. In that holiday's solitude his name received its infinite worth from a sweet voice whose far-away music makes him wistful in the languorous afternoon of March and whose date is lettered today in this glistening quiver of asath leaves. He had his poet's welcome from the river Padma and the morning star through the intervals of bamboo leaves on her bank. The dark masses of cloud had spread before him a purple shadow on the distant rain-dimmed forest; his eyes had followed the track of noisy girls to the river along the shady village lane and enjoyed the duet of colours under the sunset sky in the blossoming field of mustard and linseed sown together. He gazed and said, 'I love it', and wished that this love of his remained behind him, even when his big endeavours had come to nothing, and that his salutation carrying his life-long wonder should leave a lasting memory of his touch on the dust of his earth.